Monday, January 04, 2010
just when the boat is sinking...
Yay day 1.
So many times you don't realise something till someone points it out. Like how my polo tee has turned grey. Just like the...nevermind. If I were forced to say something meaningful it would have to be that the environment truly has the power to affect the way you think, for better or worse.
My heads getting out of control for real, I say this with real desparation. I feel like the corpse bride with the worm in her head popping out of her eye socket. But I can't fling him away or push my eyeball back. Can only sit down or lie down and wish it all away, or keep playing music or having the tv on or talking so I can't have anytime to let them come back. Sigh, the woes of being a human being.
Thank God I'm in sota. It can be intimidating at times, (but I'm always intimidated by everything anyway) but just...thank god.
So many times you don't realise something till someone points it out. Like how my polo tee has turned grey. Just like the...nevermind. If I were forced to say something meaningful it would have to be that the environment truly has the power to affect the way you think, for better or worse.
My heads getting out of control for real, I say this with real desparation. I feel like the corpse bride with the worm in her head popping out of her eye socket. But I can't fling him away or push my eyeball back. Can only sit down or lie down and wish it all away, or keep playing music or having the tv on or talking so I can't have anytime to let them come back. Sigh, the woes of being a human being.
Thank God I'm in sota. It can be intimidating at times, (but I'm always intimidated by everything anyway) but just...thank god.
// posted by w.h.y. @ 3:30 AM 
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