on the bathroom floor

There was this super loud alarm and all the metal barrier thingies came down. My dad and I in ntuc. It was like a movie, and everyone would be left stuck in a supermarket. At least no one would die of starvation. Anyway. I think somehow the best way to study for arc is to talk about it. And talk about it loudly in public so you sound smart, like you and your friend[s] always have these kinds of intellectual conversations.

I don't get what the point is in lingering about anymore. I don't get the use of talking about it once it's done. I mean it's done, just get out and get on with it. I'm afraid I'm going back to my old way of thinking. Afraid I'm getting all disapproving of what everyone else does like I used to. Cuz I was trying to act like I was independent, not the L word. Bravo Sierra.

Old self, I'm not sure I want you back now. Anyway, anyway. After all this is over I'm going to get rid of this feeling and be normal again.