on the bathroom floor

After school, went to esplanade to check out the amazing work that won 30k. It wasn't. Argh. Sometimes I really feel like I'm losing my faith in art. I don't know why I'm bothering with it anyway. It's just incredibly flawed. AAAAAAH.

Writing circle today was plain demoralising. Maybe I shouldn't even be there. Shit, what's wrong with me now.

Argh....