Friday, July 10, 2009
AHEM
I used to be upset and disappointed with your constant desire to know everybody else. I was angry because it made me feel like we weren't enough or that you were embarrassed. And then because of that, things got pretty bad and there was some tension around.
I thought I knew everything at that time. I thought I understood all the ways people could feel and I thought I could sort them into right and wrong. And recently I began to feel the way you might have felt before. I can't say whether it's good or not, but I know for sure that it isn't a statement about the people I already know, and it probably wasn't for you as well. So I am really very sorry.
But you know, after thinking about it, maybe I don't have that need anymore. I'd rather believe what I feel than what it looks like and what they say.
I thought I knew everything at that time. I thought I understood all the ways people could feel and I thought I could sort them into right and wrong. And recently I began to feel the way you might have felt before. I can't say whether it's good or not, but I know for sure that it isn't a statement about the people I already know, and it probably wasn't for you as well. So I am really very sorry.
But you know, after thinking about it, maybe I don't have that need anymore. I'd rather believe what I feel than what it looks like and what they say.
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