on the bathroom floor

Hello. Okay so because of what Crystle said maybe this blog isn't going to die. Not yet. I've got the expensive equipment out and stuff.

Reading the career guide is so depressing. I see it as a list of all the things you DON'T need to do if you die early. [Well except for the artist/painter one but we're all gonna die early from depression like we all do anyway]. I don't like reading it. I want to but I don't like it. It's telling you "THIS is what you're working for". This is what your whole life will amount to. Whatever, I'm probably still too silly to notice that we need jobs to survive.

I don't like it when things get weird between people. Like standing on shaky plates...The feeling of looking at someone and finding nothing left inside them that relates to you. It really sucks. And it also sucks to be a constant bystander. Never in the game. Seriously.

This blog is never gonna change at this rate...