on the bathroom floor

How many times in your life have you experienced the feeling of being emotionally distanced from the people you seem to know so well? The people you know aren't just the people you know. They are lives and they have their own story and you are just one part of it. What's the feeling if you forget that?

What's the feeling you get when you feel justifiable anger and yet you are afraid you might be like the people you hate, who get upset over petty things?

What's the feeling when you've spread yourself so thin for nothing?

What's the feeling when you're hurt but you're not sure where it all truly stems from?

And when you get your energy all focused in one place, you can't appreciate the rest.

How do you appreciate the rest and deal with that one at the same time?

And why are people are blind to good intentions?

I said I wouldn't talk about any of this and here I am. I really irritate the hell out of myself sometimes.