on the bathroom floor

I'm starting to feel like you're taking my presence for granted. I'm starting to feel like my feelings don't mean anything anymore. Maybe because it's true. Maybe you're so thirsty for friendship you've forgotten those right in front of you. Maybe it was my fault to think that I was of any significance, that WE were of any significance. Safety in numbers right? So that's how you roll.

Anyway. 

Tomorrow is our final paper, and I promised myself that I would do my best for it. Using my bro's laptop again [couldn't control myself]. My computer is the most intelligent, most caring one out there. It crashes right before the major tests. It forces me to study. Thank you computer for crashing. Thank you, and I'm not being sarcastic, seriously. I'm not sure what I'm gonna do after the paper but I'll definitely run off to buy Perfect Symmetry.

One of these days, I hope you'll realise how you've hurt so many people around you just to gain acceptance from others. One of these days you'll be hurt and you'll know how it feels like when your friendship is put to less value. 

Maybe I'm being too harsh...I always am. I'm sorry for that.