on the bathroom floor

Today, we had another lesson on ETHICS. And I've gotta say that ethics is such a tiring subject to think or discuss [well for me]. I used to be totally on about the subject of ethics, what is right and wrong and blah but after a while I just suddenly became less and less concerned about things.

I have no idea when, but I suddenly adopted this new attitude where whatever is, is and I just don't care. It's not that I wouldn't mind discussing what is considered to be right and wrong and whether motivations change the label of an action, but it's just that after a while, I feel so weary thinking about all this. I know even after so long I'll never come to a final decision or stand.

I really don't know what's going on but as I've grown up lots of things that I've cared about I've thrown out of the window. I really used to care about a lot of things. Nothing was entertained so perhaps I decided that it was useless thinking about all this crap. Maybe I should only be thinking about how to file my worksheets and make a study plan.

I was supposed to love studying ethics and philosophy. Never thought that I'd ever say: I don't care.

I am so ignorant that half the world could go in flames and I wouldn't know. And if I did, maybe I'd just find it funny.

I bet I'm totally boring you right now but if you're even reading this maybe I'm not.

I'm excited about the Pop Art project for drawing but I really have issues making what's my in head out in real life. [Cancel the last 9 words and it'll make sense too]. I spent yesterday night messing around with paintshop and artisizing a dozen pictures of Karen O [the awesomesst] and it was a whole load of fun especially since it's really easy. With paintshop all you have to do is cut out the image and change the threshold number on different layers. In real life, I have no bloody idea how to do it. Problem.

Anyway I bet I'm boring you again and omg wow thanks for reading all the way till here you rock.