on the bathroom floor

Talent Academy was an exhausting three days. I'm freaked out by some talents. And since when did everyone get canvases? To be totally honest, I've never painted on a sheet of canvas in my whole life. Well you can laugh at me now...

After helping out at Talent Acad, I realise I'm really not capable of settling...unsettling stuff. I made lots of new friends and got to know some people much, much better though.

I wish I could fix up my brain a little. Seems like I'm always unsure of what's going on.

Where's that blueprint I was supposed to get? Someone chewed on it and spit it out. Somewhere. I guess we all lost our blueprints. Guess we were meant to. Then why are some people doing so well without them while others are struggling and dying?

I dunno. Just something I'm thinking about these days. And no, I'm not being emo speaking for myself or anything. I'm just wondering in general.