on the bathroom floor

Still feeling quite weird now. Almost hit the pole on my way to the class and I forgot where to put my bag. I think I've arrived back on Earth...

Painting today was really cool and sad at the same time. Ms. Ye said that I had to draw attention to my focus and because of that I had to get rid of the bright and warm tones. And so, I had to dip the brush into diluted blue and purple and...paint over all the bright colours.

It was really sad since I took a whole lot of time and effort to work on those parts and now I'm just going to paint over them. Sad, sad, sad...

And before she painted over another area, and after I told her it hurt a lot, she said "you only hurt the ones you love". Made me feel quite depressed for a while as she killed my little darlings...Yes, she used the word "kill".

Thankfully, the overall effect seemed to work very well. [Happy face]. I guess taking risks; doing something new [and killing old things off] is the only way you can discover new things...

I really want to watch The Bucket List. Desparately in need for a new outlook of...