on the bathroom floor

We got a teacher change for IHSS [till the end of the freakin year] and I'm starting to miss our previous teacher. Teachers like her[the new one] really make me wonder how they are even people. I just know those kinds who walk in and say "you do this and that and we should get along JUST FINE." In other words, "you dare anger me and you're effing screwed."

Well, they must have a motive. If they had any sense at all they'd know that the students don't exactly "like" them. They'd rather the students FEAR them I guess, though I don't see the enjoyment of going to a class who despises you.

I'll never really understand those teachers. Don't they ever get tired of putting up that front? Because I know they do. Why do they want to do that? It's torture. Trying to act pissed when you're not really that upset, glaring at people all the time, scolding and afraid of your voice to waver. Is it fun? F.Y.I. It's not fun for us. Bad mood, scold everyone, screw em! Good mood? I'll be nice and my students had better be responsive.

And I despise it when they say "do I have to repeat myself?". What? You think we're deaf? We sure as hell heard you [because of your booming voice] and you get a kick out of getting us all panicky don't you?

Yes, it's bacause you've said it and we don't take any action. But you think we can read your minds? They think we know every bloody thing they're thinking in their heads, and when we make a mistake, drag us off to the guillotine!

I'm actually really thankful to the great teachers that we have in sota who actually let us enjoy and learn at the same time. And I'll never understand those who have fun scaring the shit out of us.

Yeap I'm really pissed off.