on the bathroom floor

And during science I had to draw this really giant leaf [?] on the whiteboard and I think it looked like a dead, crumpled leaf that you find on the ground because it's shape turned out so weird. It was called some weird word plus Huiyuii at the back and really gave me a good laugh. Well I really wouldn't mind having a leaf named after me, haha.

I was quite tired during theory of art but I only dared to yawn when the teacher had her back turned. I mean, I really wouldn't like teaching a class of yawning people. I tried my best to focus [and stop yawning!] and I'm glad I could catch most of the main stuff, but I still feel somewhat unconfident about all this. At times I found the stuff we were learning slightly unecessary [*gets shot*] but I seriously just have to press on...

The worksheet questions were fine but I found myself thinking, thinking, thinking too much. I have to learn to stop thinking so much. Ha sounds wrong. I'd end up staring at the question very long and thinking about this and that when it's actually much simpler. Having to think so much for answering art questions!

I guess I'm still pretty much fixed to the 'this is right and that is wrong' mindset. In the primary school book, everything is pretty much fixed. You get the point, you get the mark. It's hard to adapt to this new system now. I keep hunting for some rubrics, some form of "stability" in my confidence in answering some questions, it drives me nuts!

Oh well, I guess that would have to take some time. And after today, I can't say that school is stressful. Right after going to the computer lab to laugh at lame attempts at ghost videos, we went to our space to play some games and had a hell of a good time. See the contrast? Last year, break=go library. Now, break=play games and laugh like crazy. Speaking of the school library, I really love it. I can't wait for it to be completed. *nerd smile*

For SAC [which should be called SLAC for service Learning] we went to the National Museum for orientation and it was extremely cool [especially the haunted spiral staircase!]. A few of us agreed that we would go there together one day in our own time. It's going to be quite a good experience helping out there. I always liked the feeling of knowing how thing "work around here". I always liked the slight feeling of authority, hehe.

It's days like these that cheer me up a whole lot.