Tuesday, March 25, 2008

DEAD

I feel like a dusty, unlit lightbulb.

I feel like there's something stuck inside of me, unable to burst out. I feel like my stupid fear of math is holding me back, but not math itself.

I miss my mom a whole lot and I'll have to keep missing her until she comes back in a month. It's not like I can't talk to my dad, but it's not the same. I'm such a baby yes....I can't even begin to imagine how it would feel like for people who have lost them...

Everything is squashed up. I wonder how many braincells I've killed from hitting my head again and again on the bus. Really can't help it when I'm tired...

I've gotten very pessimistic, so I'm going to flip it around for now. Hmm. Let's see....

G3 is the greatest class in the world with the greatest mentors ever and I'm part of it.

I have amazing people surrounding me everyday; fantastic friends hard to come by.

I feel smarter after I read about all the stupid people reported in Stomp. [It's hilarious]

I'm alive.

Though I don't really fear death that much after reading that book on life after death. Death isn't death. It's a new beginning. [Well that's what I think for now at least]

I'm borrrred and I don't know how long more I can humour myself.
Can't wait to watch the Orphanage and to go to fiesta. 2 things to look forward to!

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