on the bathroom floor

I waited so long for my Muse CD until my Mom discovered a piece of paper with my address on it stashed somewhere in a box. The postman came to my house to deliver it but my maid wasn't in. And I'm just wondering why. And tomorrow I have to go to the post office to collect it. And of course I was really flaming pissed with her for making me worry for so many days and started throwing *things* around like my handphone by accident and then having to pick it up and search for cracks. What the hell was she doing when she snuck out of the house? I could have gotten it earlier with less worrying. Anyway all that matters is that I get it tomorrow. Sighs. There's something wrong with the posting field now...

Ah who cares. We're having our first day of BLU tomorrow and thank goodness it ends at 1:30 cuz the post office closes at 5 and I'll probably take more than an hour to get there. My cousin asked me what I wanted for my birthday and I had no idea what I wanted. I spend lots of time wishing for this and that but when someone asks me I have no idea what I want anymore. But leaving them with an I don't know is quite troublesome cuz I really hate looking for presents for people. I wish they could just go ahead and tell me what they want to minimize the torture of looking here and there. I wanted to ask for the latest album by Rooney but then I settled on Under The Iron Sea by Keane. Makes things so much easier for them.

Went to look for my phone today but it was out of stock. She asked me if I wanted red or blue and I said red and she said with red there'd be a smaller chance of getting it. A smaller chance of a small chance. It made me feel really...boring. I dislike getting things that many people have, and the xpress music phone seems to be really in demand, especially the one in red. I considered getting the prism phone, and my mom saying that she didn't like how it looked made me want it even more but unfortunately I found out that the camera was only 2.0 megapixels. It's quite sad cuz I certainly would have gotten it had the camera been better. So now I'm a boring person who wants that boring phone that so many people have. Stupid humans, so tied to material objects. Sucks.