on the bathroom floor

Went to Borders twice and haven't found anything yet. I spent about 1 hour in Borders today browsing and browsing until I starved and rushed them for dinner. However, I did spot the special edition of New Moon there and got really upset at myself for being stuck with the lousy, hard-to-crack-open, soft cover version. I didn't even know the special edition of New Moon was still sold, and there were only 2 copies left. I put the book down with a sinking heart. [BTW, I had no idea they had New Moon in libraries!]

Ms. Lin passed me the Art results yesterday. And guess what. Art is the first subject that I have gotten a B in so far and is the first subject to pull my PPR down down down. WTI! What The Irony! Oh this is so not funny...What in the world are the people at the School of the Arts going to think about this when they see my results? Oh the wretched irony. I churned out another drawing for the irritating scholarship that keeps buzzing in my ear all day. I don't know how much willpower I have left in me. All the things I have to do for this annoying scholarship! Run up and down the whole school, chase teachers for letters that take forever to be signed, photocopy and print things here and there, and produce more art work, everything within a stupid deadline. Being forced to draw a full artwork out is like being forced to vomit out food. Keep on pressing and nothing comes out so you keep pressing even harder until crap pours out. Thankfully, nowadays, certain forms of crap can be perceived as genius artwork. Thank God for that. Anyway, on to even crappier stuff.

Had an MTV craze today. I woke up half-dead today and turned on the TV to be greeted by a music video of Sunburn from Muse on MTV. I felt quite weird since that song was from such a long-ago album, but it was still...awakening. And so I stayed on MTV the whole day, video after video and my brother and I watched the POP 20 countdown. I must have gotten quite addicted, cuz I started sulking a whole lot when we had to leave the house for lunch and to drop my mum and aunt at the airport as I wanted to finish watching the count down. In the end my brother and I got it taped. After we got back I played the taped segment from 11 downwards and was shocked to find that He Said She Said [a so-so song]from Ashley Tisdale got no.1 while other much greater videos/songs like the Potential Breakup Song and Shut Up And Drive were behind. I was pretty disappointed with that. Ahwell, that's what happens when you are over-bored. Watch countdowns and love every song except the no.1.