on the bathroom floor

I have officially turned into a TRACKER! Sidetracker, that is. I really am sick. Physically. My head is always tilted either to the left or right, as if there were an invisible cushion on my shoulders. My spit tastes like crap. My eyelids are half open and burning. My palms are freezing, and I feel hot inside and cold outside.

Look! Here I am sidetracking again. I should be studying, which I was but here I am. I can't even move from this spot or I'll feel like fainting. For real. So I have stationed myself here to study. Studying while I'm sick will make me sidetrack all the time. While trying to memorise something, I end up staring at something else, espcially AH... the visualizations on Media Player. I just end up staring at it for 5 mins straight before I suddenly snap out of it and continue studying.

How sad...What made things worse was that I realised in my half-dead state today that I forgot to bring my science file home. Oh shoot. So I had to get into my school uniform AGAIN [refer to bittersweet post] to get into the class to get my file. I was quite angry cuz I remembered getting my history book from the class and I can't believe I would just forget the file. I could have sworn that I'd put it in my bag! Anyway. When I got to the class, my science file was placed so conveniently on my table, above my sketchbook and other crap I own. My science file was placed right on TOP, like someone was inviting me to come and get it. I was pretty freaked for a few seconds but I just grabbed it and left.

Something even freakier was that the history book I grabbed from under my table that day was NOT MINE. The workbook was mine, but the textbook wasn't. I don't know whose it is, I don't know where mine is, I don't know why her book was under MY table, placed right next to my workbook. The highlighter on that book BLINDED me temporarily. That was when I knew it wasn't mine, cuz almost everything was highlighted, and I don't highlight like that. No offence to that person, but I can't study with everything highlighted in pink. Don't know why, but it seems to make the words even harder to read than when it was not highlighted at all. I seriously don't know why that person's book was under my table but it really wasn't that funny, considering the fact that it makes it harder for me to study. Ohwell. I have the book, and that's all that matters. I don't exactly know where mine is though.

The sweltering sun made me even more sick than I already was...reminds me of the lyrics of a song that says "...sickened by the sun..." HA. Couldn't justify how I felt any better.

And back to studying I go...visualizations are really pretty...and I want my history book back.