on the bathroom floor

HMM. I have this really weird feeling at the pit of my stomach. Well, not really but you get it. I feel so...weird. Like, I don't know what to feel. One side of me is feeling rejected and sad, while the other is totally laughing and feeling happy. Well, I think the laughing part is taking control cuz I'm feeling less sad by the minute.

In case you're wondering what's so funny. I seriously can't say what it is. But it really is something very sickeningly funny. In other words, it's so pathetically sad and miserable that I'm starting to find it funny. HA. The more I think about it, the more weird and bizarre it starts to seem. Once again I find it so disgusting it's funny. Talk about f-...

Ok. I shan't say more. I definitely don't want to aggravate the situation.