on the bathroom floor

Wow. I can't believe eclipse is going to be released TOMORROW! Like wow. Too bad there's absolutely no way I can get it then, so looks like I'm just going to sit down patiently and wait. Ohwell, like grassae said, the shorter the time we take to get eclipse, the longer the time interval between eclipse and breaking dawn.

Did better for Chem test than I had expected. =] Ellit test tomorrow. Honestly I think I strongly dislike ellit [going to refrain from using the "H" word]. I used to anticipate it a lot before I went to sec 1, but now, I guess I don't love the english language as much as I used to. :/ Had to stay back today to START on the Geography project. It's actually due tomorrow, but thank God we got an extension of....ONE DAY! yay. I never thought I would start to be so 'slackish' all of a sudden, cuz usually I would dive into a project once I had gotten it, but now...Hmm weird.

I realised how much I have changed since I was in P6. From P5 to P6 there wasn't much change in me, still the same ol lame girl with extremely unruly long hair. I really laugh so much when I see my photos in P5 and P6. Almost none of my friends can believe that that used to be me. It seems so unbelievable. Oh you would kill to see my EZlink card picture...I never dare to look at it much cuz it reminds me of how silly I looked. The worst thing was that I wasn't wearing my specs. When I showed my friends my EZlink card photo they didn't even believe that was me. Ohmy. I think I've changed a little on the inside too. I didn't really change that much, but I think I'm already slightly different. It's a good thing though...I didn't exactly like myself when I was in P5 & P6. I found fun in the most stupid things, I thought results were everything, I was wearing that lame prefect tie. I was so "responsible" and "hardworking"... I realise that I must have looked extremely dorky. Hah. Just admit it. Well, thankfully, on my way to Sec 1 I hit my head and perhaps some good sense got knocked into me. I hate acting like someone I'm not. It's kinda sad, really. I wished I had spent my last 2 years in Pri sch differently. I was miles far from the person I really was, and honestly I hated it when people said my handwriting looked like it was typed. I was just like a lifeless, stupid robot. Well, I can't say I didn't have fun those 2 years though. I just could have had more fun I guess.

Well, I am who I am now and that's all that matters. 0 days to eclipse. Skye Sweetnam's Noise from the Basement rocks. Can't wait for Sound Soldier.