on the bathroom floor

So I do have an angel! Well, I am quite positive of who she is already but nevermind, I shall pretend I don't know. As of tomorrow, all my twilight books will be lent out. I never really liked lending books out, but it's better than just leaving them at home to gather dust.

I was such a scatterbrain today. I forgot to bring the science materials to school and started crying. Yeah...not a very wise thing to do. And I called my mom just to get scolded through the phone for being so irresponsible. Not a very smart thing to do either. I really thought I had screwed my whole team by being such a forgetful arse, but thank goodness we were able to push our presentation date to tomorrow. That's a phew-er.

Remember the common expression used by some authors where they wished that "a hole in the ground would just appear and they could fall in"? Sometimes I really wish that could happen for me. Sometimes I feel so embarrassed or maybe even un-needed that I wish I could just disappear. Fall in a hole in the ground or just go POOF. Anything. Just to know if people will care.

I'll just say it and I don't really care. I can't wait for week 10. I can't wait for this year to be OVER. I want to run off to SOTA. I just want to GO. I'm totally sick of everything. All the tests and additional stress I'm getting. I'll definitely miss most of my classmates though.

But some memories are best left behind.